me and my 'wonderful' little world

Sunday, July 29, 2007

ant.................

its been a while indeed...

awhile since i blog in here angry and all.
ive been too tired to update. too tired to do anything at all.
i HATE my job so much i wanted to quit like 3 days after i got in there
now i tender resignation, i cant find anyone to replace me.
SHIT.... why shit follow me everywhere?!
FUCK OFF LA
even worse, i dont feel like leaving cos i would get no fucking pay after this.

everythings so screwed up i dunno what to do anymore.
50 dollars a day for what i do everyday is really pathetic!
now i cant even get that job i've been eyeing
FUCKING HELL!
what did i do man!? i always get rejected.

i didnt have a clear NO but i figure just the same
yet another guy i LOVE just rejected me.
only this time im not that dumb anymore
wait till it really grew on me then get 'dump'
i know its all MY FAULT to like you.
i know i shouldnt expect anything la.
i know you are a nice guy unlike the previous FLING
and yes..... i know you treat friends better.

i know its better this way but it still SUCKS.
but THANKS for being adult about this.

life sucks..... i just made it worse.

screamin' at you at ... 1:26 AM

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Monday, March 06, 2006

to be funny??

what da fuck!
i still cant forget and its making me a rather ugly person!
a freakingly ugly old biach who keeps sulking in a corner over century old things!
fuck it man!

i still cant forget nor 100% forgive
so sorry but its like

i hate it when you hug me as if im the replacement blow up boyfriend when yours missing
i hate it when you talk of all your acheivements and well im jealous
i hate it when you take alot of language and stuffs as if you want to be better than me at every single FUCK that i was striving at!

and it doesnt help when i fail something and you come to me and say i pass with a huge =D
are you trying to be funny??

sometimes i wonder why im still hanging around when it feels like ah fuck it just get lost
sometimes it feels sayang losing someone over something thats rather far fetched
sometimes its just frustrating to hear that hello~ how's everything cos im prejudice against you and it sounds like a hehhehheh so hows your miserable little life going on? havent die yet arh? oh me? life's wonderful as usual haha!

ahwell.
complain enough making someone elses life miserable by talking behind them back
and well maybe i'll get lots of hate mail
maybe i'll get assasined
maybe i'll just get slapped
maybe i'll just gat that i want and then i'll feel rather miserable forever as usual~
whadeva~

screamin' at you at ... 9:46 PM

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Saturday, March 04, 2006

exams down anymore to go?

now that exams are over
and im officially too sick to be complaining at all already
lets just end with a little something~
EXAMS SUCKS and INVILIGATORS SUCK TOO!
okay maybe not all of em but yea it sucks to be in such stressful enviromnent for two freakin cold, incondusive and rather painful hours.
ah whadever~ life sucks anyway

screamin' at you at ... 1:10 AM

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Friday, February 24, 2006

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because.....

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy

When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch
Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know.
From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up.
And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.

ah what the heck!

shy?! faints! im everything but SHY!!!!

*punch the air*

F**************************************

screamin' at you at ... 12:43 AM

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Sunday, January 15, 2006

lady darkness

orange, pink and all the bright colors in the sky
she has to pick them all and plant them on her forcefully
and the colors cant perform up to expectation because they just cant against the darkness.
such scary darkness that even the black hole pales in comparison
and to scare the living hell outta anyone, she likes to burst into great fits of laughter and suddenly cry like its the end
so its true that she has communication problem and i think she has alot more mental problems to that.
bless the tortured soul and may she live or better still, rest in peace and never burden us with the mental turmoil each day we see her.
change class lar!

p/s: i know you like the PINK IC but then you have to work for it okay?
for the time being, be satisfied with the BLUE one cos many people arent as lucky as you to
even get a blue one!

screamin' at you at ... 3:33 PM

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Thursday, January 12, 2006

the BITCH strikes again!

i wonder if hell is really as bloody as we always decribe it, Bloody Hell.
but somehow i would prefer a bloody hell with lots of dried blood on the walls.
the blood of the people that make me suffer with that paranoia of lossing anything at all again.
to make things even more interesting, that BITCH whoever that it with ot without an appendage has struck again!
i seriously thing that BITCH loves to steal for the fun of it!
blardee arse'ole! you like to steal for the thrill, tell me!
i give you so much trill that you run out of ADRENALINE!
blardee arse! steal me wallet lar! just gimme back all the cards and stuffs lar
the cash i'll treat it as donation to your blardee fund for treatment when you get run over by a tanker! or even better! struck by lightening and let the doc do the telling "im sorry you have too much 3rd degree burn and we have to let you die cos we cant do anything to help you. sorry"
WOW that would just make the days of so many people!
i mean blardee 'ell! thats like the statement to call for a round of celebration and champagne poppin!
so FUCK OFF AND BURN IN HELL WHILE YOUR BLOODY ARSE ROT!

screamin' at you at ... 12:28 AM

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Friday, January 06, 2006

or rather....ARSE'OLE!

or rather just get burned so bad and yet survive a few days with that pain~!
and just before you die, the police came and handcuff you for stealin my wallet! and you die with a handcuff on you! which after that i'll spit for the first time in my life and on your miserable corpse! and may you burn forever in the depths of the depths in hell where its the most miserable! ARSE'OLE!

screamin' at you at ... 7:33 PM

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DAMN U ARSE'OLE!!!

blardee 'ell!someone stole my wallet!!STOLE MY WALLET!!!!!!!damn it man... my IC is in it and i LURVE that picture on the IC! now that i lost it and dont have that picture anymore goodbye to my favourite...DAMN YOU ARSE'OLE!!!freakin thief!!!may you get knocked down by the SBS bus and suffer in bed from the injury!you cant talk, wash yourself, lost your hand or better still lose all your motor ability!shit and wet yourself all the time and get so disfigures you might as well just DIE!!!and may those be so horrifying to you that you suffer so much and want to die but too bad you blardee hell CANT!and when you die, they'll wrap you in plastic bag and burn you in the incinerator with the garbage of Singapore! and when you finally reach hell~ satan wouldnt even want you cos you sucked so bad and carry the injury with you to hell such that you are a burden nobody even satan wants!and then you remain on earth so weak that your just a image that people cant even see!and last of all~ no im not gonna say FU cos i dont want to.DAMN U ARSE'OLE! i hope the police gets you and cane you so hard you cant sit forever!

screamin' at you at ... 7:33 PM

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